Tuesday, February 08, 2022
Magical Diary: Wolf Hall
Thursday, February 03, 2022
The State of Things
I feel like I need to take a hot minute and give a brief update because the last week has been life-changing and I do periodically read through old posts. So, hello, future me. I hope you've settled down and aren't feeling all freaked out.
Right now, I'm sitting here with a sprained left foot all wrapped up and bandages on both arms (old implant removed; new one put in). Little dude says I am "one-limbed" and he's not wrong. I am glad to have the new implant in as the migraines and nausea had cropped up again and my hormones have been all haywire, but it is painful nonetheless. The foot was just an accident. I can use it now, even though it has almost been a week, but still can't easily go down stairs or do anything that requires me to flex it (especially, as I discovered, trying to reach a high shelf by standing on my tiptoes).
Neither of those things, of course, are the life-changing bits. Last week we found out that one of husband's business things he'd been involved in before was going to sell. We'd hoped for some years that it would and that we could maybe pay off the house with it, but it was more than that. Still getting my head around it, honestly. I mean, it's good, but I am also just feeling like a giant bundle of vibrating nerves. The hormone thing isn't helping and even though I know that, I can't do anything about it. The world is just feeling very surreal. I am both weepy and panicky and happy and freaked out in equal measures.
I also have a small writing project due on the 7th and I haven't been able to do diddly-squat since the news hit us. Tomorrow, I hope. As I've also got a short story due for an anthology by the end of the month. It's just really, really hard to concentrate right now. And I need to have a hard conversation with my agent because, given our new circumstances, I think I'd rather work on the D&D project I've been thinking about for ages rather than a new book that may or may not sell (and, even if it does, is invariably frustrating -- i.e. like the 2nd book in the one series I have coming out in May which has been one frustration after another). Publishing is in a mess. I can't say it's been making me happy whereas the D&D work I've been doing has been both more fulfilling AND more lucrative (though not a lot; goodness knows that writing is NOT a way to make a living). I mean, I like writing novels and there's nothing like the feeling when someone writes you after they've read one of your books. But it is a very shitty industry for 98% of the people who work in it. The money I've made from it is so very random (good years, bad years, nonexistent years) and considering how unfulfilling it is in the last few years, concentrating on the D&D stuff seems like a good mental health thing to do.
So, anyway. That's where I am at the moment.
Magical Diary: Horse Hall
I picked up a number of things in the Steam Lunar New Year Sale (always so tempting), including Magical Diary: Horse Hall by Hanako Games. It's an older one (2011) and the graphics looked very cutesy/silly, but I thought I'd give it a try. I didn't honestly expect much out of it but I have to say that I'm really enjoying it. I've actually finished two whole routes! In fact, the only disappointing thing is that I rather wish it had more love interests to choose from.
So, in this one, you play a "wildseed" (i.e. from a non-magical family) freshman at a magical school. You're 16 and away from home for the first time. You can customise what your avatar looks like by selecting a hair style & colour, skin tone, eye shape, and two different body types. Things get off to a rocky start when your get to school and immediately get some demerits when you run (literally) into one of your professors (who is also a route, which sounds dodgy, but isn't as much as it sounds due to circumstances). You also have two roommates: Ellen and Virginia.
You have to attend class and can learn a number of different types of magic, as well as go to the gym to increase your physical stamina (i.e. HP) and the library to study (i.e. mana power). There are exams throughout the school year (the game encompasses your entire freshman year) which are like simple dungeon crawler type things but how you complete them depends on what types of magic you've studied and what spells you know/use. There's more than one way to make it through each.
The love interests allow for LGBTQ choices and are:
- The aforementioned grumpy professor aka Hieronymous Grabiner
- Damien, a winged demon guy and senior
- Virginia (one of your roommates, who comes from a magical family background)
- Ellen (your other roommate, also a wildseed)
- Donald, also a freshman (Virginia's troublemaker brother)
- and a sort-of half route for Steve, a senior who really really likes pinball